Tag Archives: Loneliness

Calming the Demons

Depression is a very hard thing to deal with. Sometimes the thoughts become so overwhelming people resort to desperate means to end the misery. I suffer from depression and sometimes it can be severe. I don’t have the money or insurance to seek professional help. I don’t want be another Ginny pig for the glorified drug dealers to experiment on. Nor can I afford to stay in the hospital especially when doing so would probably cause me to lose my job anyway. After all, nobody wants a suicidal person working for them. Of course losing my job would probably just push me over the edge. Writing my thoughts down and sharing with others seems to help more than anything else that is available to me. Which is the reason for this poem. Continue reading

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Early Memories of Music (Part 1)

Music has always conjured up early memories of my life. When anybody moves around as much as I have, it’s very difficult to remember the chronological order of events. A few years ago, I tried to make a list of … Continue reading

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I Don’t Know Why?

Why do I feel so worthless? Why do I feel so sad? My problems are no worse than others, So why do I feel so bad? People are all around me Still I feel all alone. People try to include … Continue reading

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A Trucker’s Christmas

It’s the night before Christmas And out on the road The only truckers left Are the ones who can’t make it home. The CB is quiet as miles roll by Sometimes it’s so lonely one may even cry. But there’s … Continue reading

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The Great Abyss

Written on 3/26/06 at the Moline Church of Christ. I was obviously clinically depressed at the time. During this face of my life, I could really meet with the church without crying at some point. I felt like I had … Continue reading

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